New music^^ Listen on my PAGE^^

Based from the Boys over flowers
I heard many people like this song
Try it^^

Waahhhh! BAka desu! nani teruno? anata ni tomodachi wa suki nano? suki da?
Honto ni??? Gomen ne...demo ,kyo wa (...) shiranai...
Hehe...
I know you didn't understand those...
So?
Hehe(Evil laugh)
kimi wa kankenai...
Oh yeah...3 days absent...ayoih...going 2 school tomorrow...haha..XD

Geez! Sum1 is Hacking my FS!!!

My Fs said dat d user...is...blah...blah...

FUCK!!!

What just had happen?!

Wen I saw d photos in my fs it's diff.!

It's a girl..with frens & malaysians? LOL

Who cud it be?!

What d heck?!

Drinking & Smoking,..

Last night...My cousins & borders went 2 a club...while me?...
I'm on9 chatting w/ my bestfren, after dat thing I was still on9 until 3am,dey're back!
but d 1 couple had a conflict...too bad! XD I thought dey were breaking up!My cousins can't sleep cus' of sending sms to their belove ones...haist...Haha! While me? ZEro lovelife..haha:( anyways...don't really care about now, BTW I met sum1 in tagged.com..lol..quite cool & cute,haha! I like ...weehhh...nah..better not 2 mention! haha! Even if I'm sleepy I don't want to, cus' me & derrick chatted early in the morning!Xd...Miss & love me? ha? HAha...Of course we're bestfrens...Frenship love:)

Flight to america!!!

I was Just opening my fs telling 2 hanz that I'm going 2 quit on june.16 then suddenly the phone rang 2x then it said that I have 2 go in america & stay der 4 1 yr...I was shocked! HAha,LOL! I actually extended my fs just in case I can fix my problem w/ sum1 but I guess I didn't haha! but I'm really sad...haha! I love my fs so much. LOL...what am I, a love material? keke...Gonna miss many..like leah,callie,hanz,XX <---dunno d name..,Kai,gabriella,especially derrick<---We've been close now & lynn <---we actually don't talk 2 much now.I can't sleep again & it's 3:am..hoho..XD

Despise of being an idiot!!! I Hate waiting!!! Errr...

Haist...Why should I wait for someone who just fucking blocked me & forget about me, HAha...Fucker! Like you just throw away all, is that all? "NVM" That's really life.
As a matter of fact I hate those people, I'm getting mad at here again, haha..LOL! It's like it's so totally boring, haist..I don't have enough sleep again...I thought derrick would be online in this kind of hours...haha...I'm going to move on as much as I can again. Try to forget like nothing happened. School starts on june.16 haist...Why should people need to go to school? Haist..I really hate school, and the fact that I really hate those fake teachers. Screw them!

Aishiteru...

Kana-kana Kana-kana Shikute kanashikute nakida shisou ni naru Tada tsuyoiku nari tai dake namida wa nagasenai Taisetsu na anata no hitomi ni Watashi wa utsutteru nokana Komorebi sashikomu madobe ni wa Doushite basashiku nareru n da rou Kokoro kaku shite kodou kaku shite Itsumo no you ni Wakariaenai shinsa ga tomaranai Waraitai waraitai kokoro no mannaka de Anata ni wa buchiake you Tsuyogaru watashi yowaki na watashi Kinou no hanashi dou demo ii koto mo zenbu Dou demo ii koto mo zenbu Aishiteru kore kara mo zutto Ude wo kunde aruite ikou Yeah! Ki setsu wa watashi dake nokoshite Taisetsu na jin tsurete yuku n da ne Kimi wo saga shite kimi wo saga shite Donna toki demo kimi wo sagashiteiru kedo Mitsu kara no sore wa kimi na no? Kanashikute kanashikute nakida shisou ni naru Dore dake no omoi nara dakishimete kureru no? Ah waraitai waraitai Nani mo kamo nage sutete Anata ni wa buchiake you Kinou no hanashi ashita no hanashi Futari no mirai kakae kirenai hodo zenbu Yakusoku wa shinakute mo ii yo Futari massugu ni hokou Ye

Hating my Dad won't make any sense at all...

While having our dinner I told 2 my dad that I want 2 buy some medicine tomorrow and actually I also want 2 go 2 church,but he said "NO" I quickly got mad that I only ate a little. I brush my teeth and went towards my room I slammed the door. I used the blanket to cover my face so that no one will see me cry...

Changed Topic...

I'm with my cousins & I saw my ex again...*blurry* why do I have to see that person again...I feel shy,excited but I also missed that person...

Happy moments^^

I'm a little bit happy today, because of my crazy cousins and of course I'm always shopping, the bad thing is, school is near and I feel so uneasy about it...

Sick

Last june.2,2009 , I was sick and I vomitted many because I have stomach ache & head ache...

That's life...

When my father came back from japan, we are so happy I thought all the problems will be vanish into thin air,but I was wrong instead my parents had a conflict to each other. My mom lives in another place so my father,me,my sister and my brother are the only one left in the house. I as the eldest managed to do the task of a mother like washing all the clothes together with my sister,washing the plates,cleaning the house and looking for my younger brother. I don't know if I should hate my parents,they want me to study well but how can I do that when I have so many tasks to do and after doing all those things I want to lay down and take a nap and relax!I don't have a friend or bestfriend to tell all of these things.I don't either have a relationship because I rejected them even though I love them.

I can forget sum1 easily in physical not emotional

Hmm... I really love that person but I can't bear long distance relationship, I'm tired of waiting and loving someone far from me...but maybe after 20 years, I promise to see him in the near future ,and if that day comes...I don't know if that person will still remember me...but if it's not, then...[will see] I left friendster many times and yet no one could stop me [blurry],This message is from the person I really like ,I'm sorry for leaving you again you might hate me but promise me not to forget about me,we will be bestfriend forever! Until we see each other.You easily fall in love which is the opposite of mine.I don't know if that person still loves the so called "ex"...still I don't care. I fell so untouched right now...I'm used in being alone ...alone inside in my dark room...If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me.
If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.
If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.
If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.
If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.
If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.
If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.
If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.

Hating and loving

Many people starts hating me in friendster which I really like , because I'm used in loving and saying some undeniable stuffs...Hmm...I guess this is all about...like forgetting about each other and never talk. Honestly,I'm really sad[Haha] and always smiling[it means I'm hurt] still laughing hard.

9 in the morning

I woke up 9:00 am ,wondering inside my room and asking to myself how early today...
I onlined 10:00 am but the person I want to chat is not on...
The time passes and I'm running out of time...
I'm really going to miss someone...
But I have to forget about everything

=Bestfriend forever=

"Quiting In FS"

I really have to quit my friendster because it's bother some...
And I must stick with my studies ...

Well come "HOME" , Goodbye Hospital...

Just came out from the hospital, Hay...

Hospital is really boring...

I don't want to go back there again,Errr... not just boring the foods there are so disgusting.
And lacked of sleep...I'm really tired... Also my mother...

The girl I like...

1.It must be weird or nerdy
2.Totally cute
3.Understanding[not jealousy]
4.Hard to get 5.Talkative[I don't like quiet persons]
6.Simple but neat[No makeups]
7.No retouching[It's so annoying]
8.Friendly[Not snobbish]
9.Always smiling[With dimples]
10.Knows how to sing[With lovely voice]
11.Adorable
12.fashionable[Knows how to suit herself]
13.Not quite irritable
14.Can make me laugh wen I'm sad
15.Similarities as mine[Like anime,arts,piano,japan,music]
16.Not afraid of ghosts[Supernaturals]
17.Loves horror movies
18.Knows how to play one instrument[Piano]
19.Glamorous[Hot]
20.Shyness[cuteness]

Get Well Soon...

One of my friends is sick...Hope fully she will get soon...