That's life...

When my father came back from japan, we are so happy I thought all the problems will be vanish into thin air,but I was wrong instead my parents had a conflict to each other. My mom lives in another place so my father,me,my sister and my brother are the only one left in the house. I as the eldest managed to do the task of a mother like washing all the clothes together with my sister,washing the plates,cleaning the house and looking for my younger brother. I don't know if I should hate my parents,they want me to study well but how can I do that when I have so many tasks to do and after doing all those things I want to lay down and take a nap and relax!I don't have a friend or bestfriend to tell all of these things.I don't either have a relationship because I rejected them even though I love them.

I can forget sum1 easily in physical not emotional

Hmm... I really love that person but I can't bear long distance relationship, I'm tired of waiting and loving someone far from me...but maybe after 20 years, I promise to see him in the near future ,and if that day comes...I don't know if that person will still remember me...but if it's not, then...[will see] I left friendster many times and yet no one could stop me [blurry],This message is from the person I really like ,I'm sorry for leaving you again you might hate me but promise me not to forget about me,we will be bestfriend forever! Until we see each other.You easily fall in love which is the opposite of mine.I don't know if that person still loves the so called "ex"...still I don't care. I fell so untouched right now...I'm used in being alone ...alone inside in my dark room...If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me.
If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.
If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.
If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.
If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.
If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.
If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.
If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.

Hating and loving

Many people starts hating me in friendster which I really like , because I'm used in loving and saying some undeniable stuffs...Hmm...I guess this is all about...like forgetting about each other and never talk. Honestly,I'm really sad[Haha] and always smiling[it means I'm hurt] still laughing hard.

9 in the morning

I woke up 9:00 am ,wondering inside my room and asking to myself how early today...
I onlined 10:00 am but the person I want to chat is not on...
The time passes and I'm running out of time...
I'm really going to miss someone...
But I have to forget about everything

=Bestfriend forever=

"Quiting In FS"

I really have to quit my friendster because it's bother some...
And I must stick with my studies ...